Thinking in class.

I fell  while moving to catch you.

I lost while running against the wind.

                  And you.                                  

You flew over head leaving me behind.

"It hurts that he's still shaking 

from the secrets that were told."

And you left me here to swallow the ocean alone. 

My teeth are hurting and rotting and breaking.

The ocean is the most unhealthy

without you here to bring the rain.

I notice the sky, 

the missing sun, 

the grey air filled with fog and wetness.

Driving alone with songs in my head.

I scream them to the clouds and the empty roads. 

My vision blurred with tears and 

my voice hoarse with little sound.

Im driving

and screaming

and weeping.

P.S. 

Im glad that we agree.

Oh yes, but you did not.

I miss you again, dear.


-T